Things are definitely changing for me.

Last anyone read, I was in a heart slump over this wonderful girl I have accepted into my life. While I do love her dearly, things have settled down and we are happy where we are with each other.

School has started and I am spending a lot of time running around with rare spots of relaxation. I work from 2 am to 12 pm on days I am not in school, and have 2-3 block (3 hour classes) every day when i do go to school. I am enrolled in Live Sound which is a program that leads me through training to produce, mix, and set up live events like concerts, sporting events, conferences, etc. it is very involved and gives me opportunities to work while still in school. So I have had little time to work on myself.

I am slowly re-entering the dating scene, but I am having no luck with anything local. I hate Maine.. But I am not giving up. I have found an amazing woman from a world away who has become my furry mother and has had an incredibly positive impact on my life. I wish she didn't lead in New Zealand, or I didn't live in the US. I love her very dearly. She knows who she is, if she reads this. I love you mom <3

I'm very nervous about getting back out there, and I honestly don't know where to start. But I know I am not going to use a service that I have to pay for.. until I have no other options, but even then I will only give it a month, if that, to see if its worth it.

I am looking for a girl who will love and accept me for who I am and will support and encourage me. I also know that I have some rather strange kinks, in the eyes of the average stranger, but I would like to find someone who would be ok with them, better yet into them themselves. Kind, caring, and comfortable with themselves enough to accept me.

Things are looking up and hopefully I will be able to keep my chin up!