Everything has come to a screeching halt in my life atm.

Though my uploads stopped long ago, I had been fairly active in my arts up until recently.

This inactivity & complete withdrawal is what I'm asking forgiveness for..

The forget is a bit more complicated.. I've personally forgotten plenty in many areas in my life, but I've also slipped into my need to autopilot & keep busy with work.. So I've been absent..

Literally I've had little to no contact with a lot of great people in my circles & thank the heavens that for the most part they know me plenty to just let it go & touch bases later..

The unfortunate part of this rebuild is that work has plateaued as far as stresses & my dire need to step up and focus as lead in my section of rec here at the msh nvm.. That's handled.. But now I'm left with my free time & I'm going bat shit crazy if I'm not numbing my senses..

I'm going to kick myself in the arse because 1. I have projects I need to complete, 2. I have new ideas I'd love to put in the works, 3. Jumping back into my art is a healthier way to heal & mend what I've already done to myself..

So I'm asking forgiveness & know that I'm still kicking.

~ Seii39, crazy she-yote that refuses to quit..

Remember kids, spitters are quitters!