I did neglect this journal for at least eight months to focus on real life, hoping to post about an upcoming published module or talk about new commissions, but seems life is taking a turn for the worst. I had been lately finding myself dozing off even in the morning and the evening while working, struggling to write as a mind fog and writer's block has become quite persistent. Checked with my doctor and she said it was just a cortisol unbalance, that should relax more, but a few weeks ago while GMing an on-line game I did lose partially my conscience, did write down something that was intended to be a reply to a player, and revealed to be a nonsense gibberish as if did had a stroke. Was creepy, very creepy, but my doctor said that should not be worried about this. It is true that anxiety has been quite off the roof lately: doctorate work, commissions for game publishers, taking care of my elderly father's medication, supervising the finances of my family, having to deal with both parents and elder sister's dementia...
I am not sure if going to a specialist professional to check this issue instead of going through the health care system (in here you first are visited by a family doctor and when they find something serious that cannot deal with themselves then they send you to the specialist) as those visits are expensive.
This issue has also delayed my work and my personal finances are starting to suffer due not delivering the manuscripts I was commissioned for by Postmortem Studios and Stellgama Publishing, and would be a great help that I do find players for games on Mondays and Thursdays as would assist my lifeline until I do overcome my current health crisis and finally deliver the manuscripts.
Please, if interested to help me, do send me a private note inquiring about the games I'll GM on-line on Mondays and Thursdays every week.