So, I just uploaded a bunch of the art I commissioned and even a few stories I've written myself. It's strange for me that someone would even like my stuff, or the things I have commissioned. So, now that there are a few watchers and there's something finally substantive here, I suppose I should talk about what exactly I plan on doing in the future.

I have a couple commissions upcoming. I'll probably have a trickle of commissions if I have the money and there's artists that are within my price range. My income generation right now is pretty poor, I'll do what I can.

As for stuff I make, I'll probably write a few stories. I have at least 3 that have been knocking about my head with a short story on top of that I could do. I'm not actually sure if I should keep up with writing, but it's one of the few things I feel that I am at a minimum level of competence at. This is why I'd like some feedback. I have no idea how I'm actually doing. I can think I'm as good as I want, but the reality is... less clear. The upside about writing is that it's a better tool for exploring certain kinks or ideas than illustrations are. Obviously, not as many people are willing to sit down and actually read stuff. So there are ups and downs.

I am also trying to get into illustration. I do want to be able to do detailed and fully rendered art at some point. At the moment however, I am garbage tier at drawing. I wouldn't expect to see any drawing of mine for a long, long, time. In the long-term however, I want to be able to draw all the kinks. Drawing though, comes much much slower to me than writing. I'm not a great person, so it's very hard to really get in and practice at something. It's especially hard when I know I have a huge weakness somewhere, but I can't quite pin down where. Still... I wont get good at drawing if I don't actually draw, which is a major problem of mine.

In general, the rate at which I'll upload things here is going to be kind of random. On one hand, with the commissions I have coming in, it'll be as soon as the artist does the thing. On the other, I'll actually need to DO something, but my motivation of late has been quite low. It also doesn't help that I expect any day to be the day where everything comes crashing down and the final disaster puts the final nail on the coffin that is my life. A lot of the good things in my life are taken away, seemingly without a way to actually avoid it. It's hard to make justifications for being alive when anything that seems like 'is a way forward', just turns out to be a massive waste of time and resources that I'll never get back. Still, I press on, for some reason. Thank you for reading and visiting this gallery. I hope you enjoyed yourself. I mean that sincerely. One of the few times I've ever been happy is making someone else feel better about things. It wasn't even anything complicated, just an abstract greyscale conte crayon drawing. I rather like that thing, actually. I hope I took a picture of it, because I don't think I used enough fixer on it. Anyways... thank you again, I hope you have a good day.