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Thinking back
4 years ago
Thinking back on my FA experiences, and realizing some people just don't talk like we used to. I've noticed a handful of them have...passed on...from either Covid, Suicide, or just life in general. I've lost two great artist friends to suicide alone in the past four to six months. It's terrifying how easy it is to say "Yeah, see you tomorrow." And tomorrow for some people, it never comes. It haunts me how easily people forget you. How there's no "But wait, I can't die now, I need to make a status and tell my friends what happened."
There's none of that. Some artist, unless they're truly "famous" or wide known, like Caroodungeon, or someone to that degree, goes silent? It's front page news within the week. Whereas someone like me, the group I hang out with, if I went silent, it would take about six months before anybody knew what happened to the details surrounding the sudden lack of communication. That's what scares me the most. "If I go to bed tonight, and not wake up, who's gonna tell my discord friends? Who'll make a comment or update on my FA? What about my dA? Who'll add me to the cemetery group?" Hence the meaning of the latin phrase, "Mors Certa, Hora Incerta." "Death is certain, its hour is uncertain."
It's depressing to see how large the group of deceased members are, both on here, and on dA. Some of them are quite recent.
I'm still unable to find work, and not of my own fault. I wish I had the funds to commission more artwork, to post here, but for the life of me I honestly forgot my page existed. Everything is outdated, and I'm not even sure where to begin modernizing.
Once I do find stable work and get back on my feet, there'll be a flurry of artwork I'll hopefully be posting them here. Until then, my discord would be the best way to contact me.
Do not message me with NSFW/ERP.
Do not message me looking to RP. That ship left port long ago.
~Ace
There's none of that. Some artist, unless they're truly "famous" or wide known, like Caroodungeon, or someone to that degree, goes silent? It's front page news within the week. Whereas someone like me, the group I hang out with, if I went silent, it would take about six months before anybody knew what happened to the details surrounding the sudden lack of communication. That's what scares me the most. "If I go to bed tonight, and not wake up, who's gonna tell my discord friends? Who'll make a comment or update on my FA? What about my dA? Who'll add me to the cemetery group?" Hence the meaning of the latin phrase, "Mors Certa, Hora Incerta." "Death is certain, its hour is uncertain."
It's depressing to see how large the group of deceased members are, both on here, and on dA. Some of them are quite recent.
I'm still unable to find work, and not of my own fault. I wish I had the funds to commission more artwork, to post here, but for the life of me I honestly forgot my page existed. Everything is outdated, and I'm not even sure where to begin modernizing.
Once I do find stable work and get back on my feet, there'll be a flurry of artwork I'll hopefully be posting them here. Until then, my discord would be the best way to contact me.
Do not message me with NSFW/ERP.
Do not message me looking to RP. That ship left port long ago.
~Ace
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