Yeah life sucks.

I shouldn't even be typing this you know. Oh well, too late, already started.

So I get upset over every little thing. If I step on my phone wire and the earphones fly out of my ears and my phone crashes on the floor I get really pissed. Let me get into detail. I get mad when someone doesn't talk to me right away or ignores me or just doesn't talk to me to piss me off. Isn't that pathetic? But I can't help it. I hate being annoyed at every little detail that happens in life. It DOESN'T matter. I honestly have no idea why I let it get to me when I shouldn't.

I want to go to bed early and sleep all day long nowadays. I hate staying up past 11. I used to go to bed at 1 or 2 in the morning. Now I'm even more depressed than I was then and all I want to do is sleep and never wake up. I hate getting up at 7:45 and going to school at 9. I want to dropout and just stay at home and sleep. That, or crawl into a corner and die.

I just don't want to talk to anyone, yet I want everyone to annoy me and bother the living shit out of me. But, instead, they give me the opposite. I HATE being ignored. People who do this don't even have an FA so it doesn't matter.

Ugh I hate typing stuff like this. No one even bothers to read it so I have no idea why I even try.

Might as well give up -_-

- Shella