I must confess that this mess I have been in has come from a deep reoredring of my personallity and who I identify myself as as a person. One of my real life friends I had just discovered recently was a member of Something Awful and the friendship between us was quickly cut off after the way he and his girlfriend reacted to me.

In addition, I have always been a fan of loud ass demonic metal, but I have benefited from the fact that the real scence that this music comes from is based in northern Europe and is almost nonexist here. Until now. I met a guy who I applauded for this black metal shirt. We ran off bands we liked and discussed about the genre. He took my phone # and wanted to contact me about music. All seemed good, until I began to talk to him more. He is an actual Finnish immigrant and had a black metal band in 1993 back during the heyday of the genre. He was also a member if the Finnish millitary special ops. And his oppinions were on the 'true kult' millitant black metal side. A group that advocated random violence and white supremist ideals. There are many hate murders in Scandinavia from the 1990's due to these people. They are like a pagan extension of the KKK. Now unfortunately, he is under the belief I am a 'normal healthy aryan' and has my #. I am going to try and avoid him, because I cannot imagine waht he would do when he hears by liberalist points of view or other things. This event has served to seal the coffin on my interests in the extreme satanic world and now the Sherako personna is defunct.

I will be removing all of my art by the end of the day.

I have been working on a replacement personna that is much tamer and has its own uniqueness. The artwork contained in that page will feature less hardcore erotic and fetishes and will be very limited, but the art within will be the highest calliber I can produce. It will focus on realistic animal features and either sketched material or oil paints and watercolors. No more colored pencils and crappy ink outlines. I also will try to behave more liberal and easy-going, leaving all this exteme shit behind. Additionally, I may create other accounts to send all the remaining old art that gets caught in the drain. Mind you, none of this stuff here will be there and I want to try and keep those places seperate for their integrity. Please understand.

So please forgive me if I have said anything bad to anyone over the days. I want to leave this old side of me and start anew.

My new account is located here under the username "Waldemar-Sahlgren".

Goodbye.

-Sherako