Hey guys, i'm miraculously still alive in this hell world we live in. in spite of all the things that have been happening these last few months. that being said i have to be honest with you guys, i haven't been feeling good these last few weeks. ever since February (i think) I've felt a pressure in my chest and ever since then my breathing has gotten shallower every few days, i'm starting to worry if i'm too late now. what if i end up on a machine for the rest of my life or something. i feel like I've put this off for way to long, which i have a habit of doing.

i'm not even sure what i sure what to do, should i get tested first? or should i just skip that and just go to urgent care or something? either way i feel like putting this of is probably going to be one of the biggest mistakes of my life. i just thought i should just try to update everyone on how i'm feeling right now. and to tell you guys that i'm ok right now. also sorry for taking so long with all the things i said i was gonna do.