Pretty sneaky, FA. Breakind down on the day that I decide to say "goodbye" to you. But you couldn't take it, so you broke down for about a month to show me that you couldn't live without me. You knew this was coming, FA.

Okay, enough joking.

Well, I'm gone. So...this is, like, my last journal I'll ever make. Now, you're probably asking why I'm here. Well, I guess I just wanted to take a look one last time before I walk out. You're all probably thinking I'm turning my back on furs, FA, and the fandom, or you're probably saying that I hate furs. Well, that's not true. I hate all and everyone equally.

Yeah, I've changed a lot since I made my last journal, to. Well, I'm more darker and more evil because I just am getting to a point where I can learn how to be more independent. I used to go on and on and on about wanting a boyfriend. Well, now, I couldn't give a fuck because it's not that big of a deal to me anymore. I mean, Christ, relationships are too much of a fucking hassle, anyway. I have to actually make an effort to ask someone out instead of the other way around. And then there's more, but I'm not going to discuss it.

If you want to contact me, then find me on my Myspace, YES, MYSPACE!!! YOU HEARD ME RIGHT! Don't like it, fine then, stay away...but for those who like it, here it is.

www.myspace.com/redhotkitchen88

or find me at devART.

lanedude.deviantart.com

I won't delete this account, so do with it what you will. This is my legacy, I guess.

So...I don't know what else to say. I guess this is it...You guys still rock and you were a part of my life for some time. Like Pink Floyd said, shine on you crazy diamonds.

Sibeling...out.