I would appreciate your input, those that still follow this account, and would ask a question of you. Before I can do that, I must explain the past 4 years, so this will make some semblance of sense.

The Silver Blaze you had gotten to know on this account had Dissociative Identity Disorder, what used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder. She was the primary host (Let's call her Amanda, for typing sake), and for the most part, in control.

Then she got into trouble, and things started piling up, cracks started appearing in our 'armor', and I could pull through to help her. I'm Sam, by the way. The Blaze to her Silver, shall we say. Five years ago, Ro and the rest of the Pack found her while she was living at the Den, and when she tried to talk to others about it, her 'friends' at the time, they dismissed her. So she went home, more fractured than when she left, and when Ro approached her again, she took them on their offer to fold her back into the Pack. Better the devil you know.

Ro and I have an understanding. As long as he doesn't break bone or rupture internal organs, we're good. He crosses that line, I gut him.

We were okay, and then Amanda's grandmother died suddenly, without warning. And that fractured us a lot, Amanda was hiding more than normal, but again, that's what we're here for. We handle the world when she can't.

Then her grandfather, the rock of her world, committed suicide, and she snapped. She attempted to commit suicide herself, and it was a combination of forceful take-over and Ro being home early that prevented that. But it didn't prevent her from going to ground.

For all intents and purposes, Amanda is dead. She doesn't respond to commands or demands or punishment. She's comatose, a barest flicker of life in us, and it's been two years since any of us have heard from her.

Which brings me to my question. I would like to resume posting things here, but I'm not sure if that would be a desecration to her, or not. So I ask you: Would you want me to post here, or start a separate account?

Thank you for your time.