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42 year old guy, Petrolhead, average pleb.
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Recent Journal
Doubtful anyone will read this but whatever
2 months ago
**Please ignore if you don't wanna read the ramblings of a broken man. **
Currently, i'm on holiday, and so far it's been alright, however it's highlighted that despite all the work i've done to try and heal myself, i'm no closer to being any happier.
Honestly, i feel like I'm held at arms length by most people. I'm just 'tolerated' and feeling more like I'm a burden on those people who talk to me somewhat regularly.
Being older these days, fewer people are willing to meet, either cause of previous experience or distance. I'm wandering is it even worth me sticking around on here much longer.
I've got some good friends in the community, but with the distances involved, and such, it still doesn't change the fact i live alone.
I'm honestly feeling like I'm destined to be permantly alone without going too much into it.
Currently, i'm on holiday, and so far it's been alright, however it's highlighted that despite all the work i've done to try and heal myself, i'm no closer to being any happier.
Honestly, i feel like I'm held at arms length by most people. I'm just 'tolerated' and feeling more like I'm a burden on those people who talk to me somewhat regularly.
Being older these days, fewer people are willing to meet, either cause of previous experience or distance. I'm wandering is it even worth me sticking around on here much longer.
I've got some good friends in the community, but with the distances involved, and such, it still doesn't change the fact i live alone.
I'm honestly feeling like I'm destined to be permantly alone without going too much into it.
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Lycanthrope / Petrolhead
Favorite Music
80s , rock, dance, anything really can take my fancy, bar some things
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Mad Max Fury Road
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PC
Favorite Site
Speedhunters and such.
Favorite Foods & Drinks
uhm...steak :E
Favorite Quote
Its not things that are difficult that we don't dare, its because we don't dare to do things that are difficult
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