More ramblings from a barley functional person i guess

ADHD stuff they put me on Adderall cuz Vyvanse wasnt doing anything apparently so ehhh

school stuff bruh i suck still

life news and shit is stupid distracting and killing me I just wish they could spin up the gas chambers and end it already bruh either shut it down or do it now

saw a urologist for the blood in urine thing but the guy was pretty fucken rude and didn't under stand much of wat i said and was like well your too young for this to be happening then that was it pretty much everyone is telling me to get a second opinion though

I still have mixed feelings about my exroommate feel weird being away from them and the loss of closeness with someone although i fear of falling into the same cycle with someone else dating in general was always weird but fuck it feels so strange now the apps are garbage people r super shallow and my fear getting used getting in the way just sucks also im never really thought about age and relationships as everyone I ever dated was a bit older than me but now im not show how to navigate that

Birthday month got my septum priced and my ear lobes finally after thinking about it for like 5+ years hahaha
im also 27 now and feel bleh feel no different than before about it im still here in a jank world that feels like it hates me for existing like i had a choice in the matter

started vocal therapy and normal therapy at the school its weird but everything is

well my previous roommate was unable able to pay rent this month so i helped them (for the last time) pay the rent and only the rent it still gotta cut her off my phone plan bleh

paid off some debt and started payment plans so maybe by the time im out of school i can rent a somewhere without being Laughed at or just being told to leave maybe lol

I cant think of anything else that happend that was interesting so bleh