It's been a while, hasn't it? been running around in a circle for a long time now going from lack of sleep to being confused and forgetful most of the time and ending up with what happened to my friend, only to get zero response from them at all. this started happening to a lot more people I knew and I started to wonder what the hell is going on and started worrying to the point of my collapsing and waking up on the flood system only knows for how long. this has gone on for a year and A half and I'm sick of it, so I'm using my wings and flying away off to be myself and do my own thing and focus on my own mental health before I do something that ill regret, in the meantime if I can remember I will start to try to work on music and maybe some story writing since I have two new sergals I am planning some big stuff with so lore running and story building are going to be my main focus for now once my head is in a better state and I'm no longer dealing with this pain anymore, as for how long I am not too sure but I hope it be soon. for now ill fall back to being silent and watchful of whats going on but im sure ill be back soon, I'm sure of it.