I've been doing a lot of scetches lately, and I'm moderately satisfied with it, but every time I try and draw something I am completely unhappy with every stroke of the pencil, and I think I've realized why.

From December to May, I was in very intense emotional ... I don't know what to call it, but it was a very, very bad depression and I've just come out of it. And while I'm not depressed any more, I'm not happy yet, and that's pretty much just killing me. I've finally found a job, and hopefully I start in the beginning weeks of this next month...but I really need a vacation before hand. I'm just too trapped, burnt out, and, I'm sure people know the drill. I'm not happy, and I cant do anything, which makes me even more unhappy. Urg. I just want to be put into cryo until everything works out...