It's been a while, huh?


Over the last few months I had some complications in real life. Most of it I don't feel comfortable getting into but here's what is important:

I decided to move from this account, and Fursona, because I feel that I needed a fresh start because of the events that unraveled the past month. In addition, Sizzie just doesn't fit who I am and how I feel right now, so unfortunately she's just an oc for now. Sorry Sizzie....

Irl I also have been struggling with my art. There were moments where I felt my art went to shit, while some where it felt passable. Yet, here we are with a 2-3 month hiatus. I've come to realize that I'm too critical of myself to the point where I can't avoid finding flaws in my work. Thus making me feel bad about my "work" here, and making me avoid posting anything. I guess the only positive from this is that I am improving my style and drawing techniques over time... At the cost of actually finishing and posting something. I still draw Sizzie, Sizzle, and some of the characters on this page. But I prevented myself from posting, or even finishing the rough sketches. At the time of this Journal, I "may" finally post something. Just not here.

The situation above is also why my comic "Need to Know" is cancelled. I felt that I rushed on the project, and not consider the time and effort needed to start and actually continue a webcomic. As I read back my comic, my inner critic found tons of flaws in the story and the art. Obviously the art, since I was pretty new to digital art at the time and I drew on my phone. My iphone. No offense to those who do well drawing on iphones or tablets though, you do you! It's just that in my case my work on my phone was rushed and amateurish, never evolving. The characters were drawn over a 3d background withought much planning, making them look like they were on green-screen. Finally, the story. Where the hell do I begin... When I "wrote" the story of Need to Know, my special interest in 007 was at its peak at the time, and I was just getting into the ABDL/ Babyfur art community here on FA. I still have no clue why I thought that a espionage spy story would go well with some abdl elements. Maybe it could be done, but the way I was going to execute it was a bad idea. Spoilers, since this is cancelled anyways, it was going to be about Sizzle overcoming his irrational distaste for killing, deal with his sister Sizzie and her babysitting, and encountering a military character who had a thing for abdl. And meeting a villainess who would've been a "bad mommy". Sheesh... What's worse is that I was planning to shoe-horn in  BabyStar 's character Star into this. Need to Know was basically a fanfic and Bond copy from the start. Sorry Babystar/ Toddlergirl.. That doesn't mean the characters in that failed attempt of a story will be scrapped though. I might, just might start a new spy comic with Sizzle, a character he was supposed to meet if Need to Know continued, and the rest of the MI6 characters met so far. I already have the main two characters written properly and with a more finalized design in some sketches I made over the past month.

Finally, where to find me now. I am on twitter now (mostly lurking, not actually posting stuff :p ). I have a new FA account  JunieSiz Still haven't posted anything yet but I will pretty soon :/ I won't delete this account though, I'll just leave it for those who want to see my earlier works. Heh, why am I callig my stuff works? On my new account you may see lineless art, as I've been getting into it lately. Still working on getting the practice right, but so far I'm enjoying it. My spy comic story may be there, but probably not for a while. Until my art gets acceptable enough for posting again. And, I may get back into doing ABDL art. Looking back on this account, I'm surprised I did abdl related art only 3 times, 4 if you include that one fanart of Star I guess. Might do more of that on my JunieSiz account.

I hope whatever I typed above made any sense, sorry about the hiatus. Sure, breaks are good, but I felt bad for not at least letting everyone know if I'm okay. If I have an audience at this point. I'd be actually surprised if I get responses here. Whoever sees this, Sizzie and this account is mostly defunct now. Visit  JunieSiz if you were interested in my stuff I guess. Have a nice day/night ^^