this is a rant journal just to calm down...

days before new year a hacker was broken in my pc thanks to some mail that i lately had that was infected .... a hacker broke into my steam account and started to call every friend that was on my list online on that moment calling a FURRFAGS AND THAT I AND REST NEEDED TO DIE88888 even to people i knew that never heard from a community for furrys!!!

and that moment i was doing a chat with  Cainesama i was kicked..... out of it.... anyways...

thanks too this hacker i lost everything in my life i lost my group friends, i lost there trust in me,

i even lost a part of my internet family!!!! a sister that was fucking awesome to talk too, i could talk anything to her nomatter what she alwys stayed with me!!! now to this piece of shitt!!! i lose her friendship..... i lose her trust.... she blocked me in any means !!!! that ....:'( she never want to speak to me... because of the stress she had..... and the situation im in now she left me....:'( the only thing i want are anwsers fair anwser why she does it... because of this hacker i lose everything before the new year even started.... i problay lose her for ever!!!:'(

i can't sleep or eat anymore im angery at others that try to help me, try to understand me... im taking pills to calm down not to try to get crazy but at points im really going to be crazy..because i lose my somebody dare to very dare!!!... its like a big piece of my heart is missing...:'( i just want this to be solved.... i want to kill that freak that was in my steam account!!! that let me lose my exames almost!!! that let me reboot everything let me install everything back!!! i just want to kill him rip him to pieces and i want to hear him if he feels that same pain im now feeling!!!!!:@ i just want the persons i lost darely back... my life is really notthing..... and kill that fucker!!!!....:'(