Hay all... this has been a thing on my mind for years.... since I became a furry if been attacked by haters and some was even my friends.... And as time passed it grew worse mostly when I made a Twitter account..... if owned 4 to 6.... due to bullys trying everything thay can to make me hate the fandom and we'll 1 or 2 years ago.... it worked 2 of the people who's attacked me for years made accounts and acted at me and stole art from some of my fav artists.... Even hacked my Twitter and put stolen art on my account when I was on holiday with my collage and when I got back I was blocked by my fav artists...... I now fear the fandom and have for 1 to 2 years..... it's why if become bipoler too.... I fear if I go to a con il meet one of the artists and thay will charge me for copyright that I never done.... I'm scared... Cos I also nearly killed myself over tonight aswell.. And well.... I do now think I'm best off dead cos then il be alone and somewhere I can be happy..... but I don't wanna die.... I'm to young for this shit...... I need help.... I need forgiveness..... I need people to make me fell welcome again....

Oh nearly forgot I'm also attacked by the bullys and hackers at home too from wifi hacks in online games to get me baned to finding me when I'm out and harm me.... if people wold understand I never done any of this.... And it was bullys jealous I found a way to be happy my life wold be better Insted of fear..... I want the artists them asshole stole from to believe me.... I carnt even talk to them cos there acting like I'm a murderer and just block me when I try...... I need people to help me spred this so thay can come across this and believe me.... before I end up killing myself from all this bullshit if had.......