I finally saw a doctor about my horrible physical health issues, ended up going to a walk-in clinic since I still don't have a family doc. He confirmed it likely being an autoimmune disease and thinks there's an underlying problem presenting as rheumatoid arthritis or polymyalgia rheumatica. The concerning part is I also have a malar rash and what seems to be polymorphous light eruption - the former I'm hoping is just rosacea, as I've had it for years, but the latter I'm aware can be comorbid with lupus, so yeah. (Lol I don't want lupus)

I'm going for labs in a few weeks for a complete blood count and to check every inflammatory marker and autoantibody under the sun, so I guess we'll see. In the meantime I have some extra strong arthritis painkillers that should hopefully take away some of the pain and allow me to at least walk again.