So, maybe things like regularly uploading are still a bit ambitious for me right now, but rest assured I have not given up on the dream. what dream? im not really entirely sure. But I know it involves a lot of you lovely kinky creatures.

And I am not about to let another nullvember pass me by thanks to perfectionism and overthinking.

i have also not been sitting entirely idle, so do please enjoy a bit of the backlog ive built up... or at least the ones Im not entirely ashamed of, and can admit to myself I wont likely be improving further. if any of them tickle your fancies (or other things), do let me know, it does wonders for the ol' self esteem.

And in the spirit of the season, late though I may be... I think its close enough to divulge that I am gonna do it, folks. Ive been on hormones for a year now, and hopefully before long Ill be null-gendered for really reals. It might be a bit to get through the red tape, but only the approval letters stand between me and a date with the surgeon, and I can finally feel like my real self.

Itll definitely keep being a challenge, socially and financially and medically... But thanks to support of some very kind creatures, some of whom may be reading this right now, I am for-once confident that I can get there. (though uh... I wouldnt say no to any commission requests or small donations thrown my way either.)

wish me luck!