Well hello.

Haven't updated this journal in a while. Then again I haven't done much artwork either. I'm really sorry. I've been really busy with college and work and life hasn't exactly been a barrel of laughs.

Has anyone ever had it when your walking down a street and no one around you knows your there, they just ignore you and look away.

Or when friends tell you that you mean everything to them and that they want to stay friends only to have someone else come along and steal them off you and they just go and leave you.

Or when no matter how hard you try you still can't find someone to hold or love. You find someone and you get really close but something always pops up and stops you.

I'm a very lonely person at the moment. I guess i've just gotten used to being this way. I find it hard to open up, to trust new people, to tell people whats wrong. I just bottle my problems up inside and try to ignore them.

All I ask from life is someone to hold and love. Someone I can be happy with.

But I can't even have that