(This journal is too in my new account
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/begami
see you there XDDD)

A long time a did not write about myself.
Short after I changed my account in FA was the server out WTF.

Well in this month I began at University the carrer of graphic desing, it seems that I am one of the better artist of the novice only rival with a bodypainter, the thing is that Im good as an artist but no as a grapihc desing yet, cause my works are well detailed and for that sometimes dont give the message of it.
Maybe here is more respected an artist, but I must work in doing simple things like sings and other thing most commonly. Anyway Im happy with my progress in the art development.

The life with my boyfriend goes cool, every time we find each other its so emotive.

A while ago the local furs of the capital made a "MINI...........miniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiifurmeet", the iniciative was for Saberkenji and he contact some furs of the city, but like before only kenji, fibo (my boyfriend) and me assist to the meet, well later assist a new fur of the city.
Im sorry to say that the meet was bored, I was happy to meet again Kenji and Fibo and find out how was the new fur, but we didn't do great things, only sit and chat, even I didn't know what i wanted for the meet at the moment....but it was bored, and I felt angry with some other furs of the city that didn't come to the meet.

Try to get in contact again with old friends in the fur scene and in RL but it seems that they don't care about me anymore, but I dont blame them maybe in one point before I did the same, friendship is a strange thing.
But I got new contacts on MSN like Xeg ans Butchy (Cursedmarked) they're so cool.

Now Im doing a comic named HUNTERS, post the first 5 pages in other furry art sites, I had a few problems with the grammar but now Jaxa (a great friend) is helping me with it, so I had to change the 4 first pages.
Comes the meaning of this and the EMO time (but im not an EMO and have nothing against them)
Why people are so hard on me?
Why they criticed my work so hard and always looks for a point to try to get me down?
I did the comic, and tell that i will do it without shadings and colors, but well user get mad with this and tell me about it. From page 2 I decided to make tha pages with shading, but now its so soft.
In the first 3 pages it doesn't have any yiff and they yell, skip some part that I planned for 4th page and put the yiff, but now "IT WAS TO FAST TO MAKE IT" and "THE STORY IS EMPTY" I told before that I was giving little tips in this pages that will have revelance in the future chapters, maybe this story is not so interesting but it will have deep story about the charachters later in it, nd I must to say that first of all this comic was for practice in dioing yiff poses, perspective and expressions.

Well I dont understand people, there other artist that draws worse than me and make worse mistakes than me, like the proportions, the direction of shadows and other issues, but only cause they popular its fine for them doing the mistakes.
It get me mad but I see a good point out of it, Thanks to this Im improving even if someone is envy of it, and I always look to make better desings, better way of color, trying new styles and more. I dont get myself like others doing the same things all the time and feeling that they're "the last expression of art".

I will continue no matter what, someday I will be one of the best.

Gonna post Hunters here too soon, with the grammar corrections.

Thanks to all the people that see my gallery, I wanted that you seemy pics in full view, tell me what you dislike (even if I complain about it before) but also tell me what you like, even if the art is for me in first place, i want too that people look it and like it.

Thanks.