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Sometimes
12 years ago
EDIT: Wow I hope I didn't sound egotistical ;__; sdej fdsdf i just meant like fnskfd why me?? also i mean i don't want to grow older physically, but mentally or something like that, you know? like just i wanna get better gfrjhged i feel i have a lot to improve on
Sometimes I can't even believe I am who I am.
And then I remember how insignificant and small we all are, but I still can't believe that in this world, I am who I am.
I'm mostly talking about my art since it's my only skill, and sometimes I draw and I think... "How am I even doing this?" I come back into the room and I see my work on the screen, and I just... wat.
And then the other side of me strives to be better all the time and I put myself down a lot but I always fight it and strive as hard or as lazily as I can (depending on my mood, haha)
but I just feel like I'm a slow learner, I guess
I just wanna be more impressed, I wanna be better.
I wanna be me a few years from now, now!
Sometimes I can't even believe I am who I am.
And then I remember how insignificant and small we all are, but I still can't believe that in this world, I am who I am.
I'm mostly talking about my art since it's my only skill, and sometimes I draw and I think... "How am I even doing this?" I come back into the room and I see my work on the screen, and I just... wat.
And then the other side of me strives to be better all the time and I put myself down a lot but I always fight it and strive as hard or as lazily as I can (depending on my mood, haha)
but I just feel like I'm a slow learner, I guess
I just wanna be more impressed, I wanna be better.
I wanna be me a few years from now, now!


I just want you to get used to using it, we can work on it whenever.
do you know how long it will take?
I miss you! no .. everyone misses you!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10112234/