Holy shit I actually remembered my login info....

Yea it’s legit been that long since I’ve been in here, fuck I feel old lol. Unfortunately, adulting has its drawbacks... I haven’t written anything fictional in years, nor have I had the time sadly. Sorry to keep you all waiting, but my career quickly became top priority. Sometimes it feels like I sold my soul to the devil... “we will give you lots of money but you will be enslaved to us for the next 40ish years”....but such is life.

I’ll keep this short and sweet as I doubt anyone that was following me ten.... HOLY SHIT ITS BEEN TEN GODDAMN YEARS?!!!! *sigh* Fuck, I’m old. Anyway, if anyone is still around (which I doubt) I owe you an apology. I’m sorry to keep you waiting. I don’t think I’ll ever have the time or energy to finish the wolf Nextdoor series. Or maybe I did finish it and didn’t know it? To complicate things further, I’m now 10 years older then I was when I wrote it... I can’t exactly relate to the characters in the story anymore. It’s not something I had even considered when I first started typing away back then. I created something stuck in time, or locked a part of me in time...if that makes sense? Regardless, if I ever did get the unlikely chance or ability... or desire to crank out anorther story, it would have be on a completely separate timeline... many years later.

Well, I’ve rambled enough... I’m alive. And as I count down the days to the big three- oh I can’t help but feel nostalgic. I wish I had the energy and passion I did 10 years ago when I started writing... making my own perfect world. I can’t help but feel like after busting my ass through college, then in my career... I actually achieved it. I have everything I could have ever wanted, I never have to worry about anything financially, I’m healthy, I have the best family and friends around me I could ever ask for... but was it worth it? That’s the question I ask myself every day as I stare at my mentally drained self in the mirror after every work day. And to be honest, I’m still trying to decide if it was.

To those still here, thank you.... I wish you the best, I thank you for staying, and I am honored you enjoyed my work. ~cheers, Swifttt