So hello guys....Terra here. Another update on life. So this past month, its been a rough month. From doing very question things to seriously bettering myself, the tragedy has really broken me and remolded what I was and what I am in just a month. Lost some trust and lost a master, but I gained anew and I found that piece that used to be there. Seriously, embracing this change is what I needed and asking for help, and forgiveness for my ways is something Ive been doing all this month. Just really wanna say sorry to the ones I hurt and thank you to those who lifted me back up. I feel a flame relight in my heart to understand. I didn't know how much I really influenced people. IFC really helped it out. Only 2 bad things that were small but the rest man.. The people that came to me and really said that I monivate them really touched my heart. I cried with these words told to me and I honest felt humble. I got to talk to almost all that approached me. Thanked them all and told them how much it means. Im not a saint..but at least I feel happy knowing I'm not as bad as I thought I was. Still got miles to go, but the road is welcoming and I have yet to show you all just what I can bring to do what's right.

Ifc was awesome btw..found new friends, won the dance comp and this is my 3rd consecutive gold for the year. The win is like half of my excitement. The people tjat danced and all my friends there..it was magical. I saw things That touched me and now I will be doing a new milestone. A judge. I am nervous but everyone is confident ill do well and that makes me feel so happy and ready to try it. I can't wait for new year to come..this raccoon is upgrading himself for the better!