i am sorry to say that i am shutting down my fa and my f4l ..... me and my mate are no longer together and i just dont want to be on here anymore... i still love him and may always love him but i just want him to be happy in everything he does... if that means i may not be happy then that is how it has to be... i just want him to know i love him and i am sorry for anything i may have done to hurt him in the year we were together and anything i may have done to show him or his family any disrespect... he is the reason ive kept going after losing my mother and after the hard year i have had... he was the sweetest person i have ever encountered and i will miss him so.... my heart may be broken and my spirit destroyed but i must let him be happy.... i love you tex howlngwolf .... or as i first knew him and fell in love with him i love you texas wolf... you taught me so much about wolves and gave me love and knew me better than anyone... my only regret is that i wish i had treated you better and made you happy........ well... goodbye everyon !!!