Well I'm here on my way half way through my college (Wow I know... big update from my previous journals if anyone reads them. :P )

I live in a big dorm here, my friend a couple doors down. he is a nice guy, we've talked, gamed together, watched movie.... I think he might be a furry. I've gotten what I suppose are clues...

On his computer, I've seen pictures of fur couples snuggling together.
He has a affinity for wolves having a vast amount of pictures upon his computer with them, even a few photoshops with his face in a paw print or something of the sort. Minor things I know, but a comment was made the otherday.. I feel kinda guilty about it but... This what happened.

We had just driven back from class (He kind enough to let me have a ride in his car), and hopped out to head off to lunch. We were talking about some of the cosplayers and other college people dressed up funny on campus. (Ash from pokemon, Enzio from Assassin's creed))
But this was the exchange of words.

Him: "Hey... I saw this one guy the other day with a tail."
Me: "Yeah I know I've seen him too along with this goth chick with cat ears."
Him: "I think he's a cosplayer, that or a furry.."
Me: "Yeah he might be..." I stopped to tie my shoe.
Him: "He probable couldn't afford the whole suit, those things are expensive."

That, caught me by surprise.... Not just that he said it, but the way he did!
Now the reason I feel guilty.

Me: "How would you know that?.... Are you a furrry?~" The way it came out was playfull accusation, a little hoarse sounding a little... mean?
Him: He went quiet not saying a thing, he gave a slight look that was this.... I can best describe as a... nervous, and worried smile?

After that I guess the conversation was dropped And quickly as we headed in through the doors, spotting Mr. Assassin Creed 2, Enzio coming up behind us in the door reflection. But that reaction, and the small other things I've seen point to him being a furry but... I feel guilty the way i said it... the way i said it sounded so... Harsh.

I-I... has myself in the "Fur closet" I guess you would put it... I haven't told anyone I have a affinity for furs. No one... And i guess to still keep myself in there, trying to protect my own secret.....possibly hurt my friend with an accusation and possibly found his? D:

I feel like a horses's ass for it... but I dunno what I should do. I mean... I could ask him again but I guess... give hints to my own, "furryness?" x: He very well may be the first person I could tell about my secret in the fur closet? Who better to tell than another fur? i just dunno what to do. x;