i haven't really been that active lately and i feel maybe i owe an explanation.

i haven't really had a good year... especially the end of the year because school this year was hell; 9 hour class days and still 60% of the work was out of class work. but in the end i failed all of my classes. so i was rather depressed starting the holiday season, other things didn't go so well for me the rest of the season and i also can't get back into any classes until September. then my sister a rived and of course she always makes me feel worse about my accomplishments, she already graduated from university and has a job and a nice place... and i had to retake the first year of my course and then failed the second. so i haven't really felt creative lately... more so depressed.
but hey maybe 2015 will be better?