pt1: i fully figured out what i want in life i want a girl by my side to love i want a family of my own in the future i want someone i can trust 100% someone i have a good foundation with someone i mesh really well with someone that understands who i am and i have history with i dont wanna be the protected i want to be the protector and i have all that and more with cherry and i dont care who likes it or who doesnt i will put a ring on her finger and i will love her until my last breath theres nothing i wouldnt do to achieve that i found my determination for a good future for myself i found the new me and its not about what anyone else wants its about what i want and im going for it standing behind it and am going to make that happen with all the lessons i learned along the way what i learned from my exes i appreciate them so much for teaching me valuable lessons and i appreciate my beautiful self even more for learning what i learned to forge my path for the true happieness that i want.



pt2: 11 years ago i met this girl they was cute beautiful and someone i wanted to protect i liked them alot.. as time went on i started to get closer to them til they was eventually my closest friend, they has been with me through everything. all my past relationships, my trauma always stayed by my side, i started catching feelings for them for a very long time ago about 4 years ago, i was either already in a relationship or was to scared to take that final step because i didnt want to ruin our great friendship, but i knew They liked me the same but was always respectful of them and with every passing day my feelings grew fast foward two relationships later i was like nah im going for it! i asked them to be my girlfriend and they said yes so as of today the person who chased me for years and the person i felt so close to on a close friend/romantic level has finally gotten together and i could be happier cherry has made me so happy by being here for me through everything we have a solid foundation they are absolutely amazing, We have common interests get along well, emotionally close, always know how to cheer one another up, knows what makes each other tick, it's literally a perfect match all this time i had the perfect person right infront of me... i just didnt take it, but if things wouldof been different would we be as close as we are now? hard to say really, so in the end im super happy i have someone who will love me for me and someone.. i can just be myself around and not try so hard to please, they are very understanding and very sweet.. they are def an amazing furry through and through. im happy to have them in my life, they is helping me heal one day at a time together with me and im so happy to know i dont have to alone, not alone i love you cherry. they mean the world to me and I want to spend forever with them.