Been meaning to write this for a long time, but for obvious reasons haven't yet.

Rewind to the beginning, At least 1997. I joined a bulletin board group called Alt.Fan.Dragons. I kept up with these people and considered a lot of them my best friends ever. I've physically lived with one friend of mine more than once. A long comes the first Trump elections and suddenly on the Telegram group semi-related to the previously mentioned group, I'm being gas lit, constantly attacked and harassed and basically trying to struggle session me into being both political and pro-Democrat.

Knowing my vulnerable mental state but not knowing the deteriorating situation in-person, they more or less started trying to get me to commit suicide. Being the idiot that I was, I kept making excuses for people. That they don't know any better, that if I can just explain my beliefs and position well enough we'll stop fighting. Then they started posting images of children being r*ped in drawings and jokes about killing house cats. I pretty much quit that week and started cutting not just ties but anyone adjacent as well until my internet timeline was spotless.

Who are some of these fine people? Well the channel changed after a massive narcissist named Apocrypha took over the channel as admin. This is a pathetic person who is so disliked, in that the only way she or he can maintain a social network is by manipulation and inviting pedophiles in. One more person for the pile is Wyrd whose weird fucking name I can't remember how to spell. He was the one posting kid r*pe.

There's been a lot more shit that has happened to me besides this internet shit storm. I was evicted, I had to move back into my parents for awhile but now I have my own home at the price of which, that I work up to 60 hours a week. I lost my disability and insurance too. I've also been going through a lot of.. just remembering stuff and dealing with drama.

All I can say is, bitch should have tried harder to kill me because I've dealt with far nastier things in my life and much more professional people at breaking folks.