Some of you already know it, the others may got clues as I was more away than present in the recent time.
This whole year has appeared to be quite the tough one for me. I've had agued with my family about certain decisions both parties want to take, I've had serious problems at work and lots of recurring stuff that won't let me breath.

Let's neaten up.

This year began with a pretty much depressive mood due last year's events and it was slowly getting worse. My bosses were treating me like a rug, from years they made me work with contracts at the limit of legality and even when they couldn't keep sign those contracts, they still did. Of course you have a choise: sign up, or leave. This year the contract was fairly good, the first after many that gave me the minumun guarantees and set the minumun salary I can take. (I'm thankful for the latest job act our government did.) Even so, they tried to push me over.
I am supposed to work for only a limited time during the week, not a full time, but the amount of work is the one of a full's, so it's easy to find oneself working overtime in order to finish everything. And even if they keep blaming there's no work (it's 10 years they pretend to say we are without work), I find myself quickly work overtime with the lever of "if you don't finish in time, the whole company gonna miss money for the consign". But that's ok, you pay me for the overtime, right? No!
All the time spent working, where you build more and more overtime throughout the months, lead me to have stressful periods, and I couldn't even relax at home because at home I have other problems as well.
Without going in depths, with the help of my boyfriend I worked around this bad behavior and now I'm feeling ok once again.

What's the matter with home? Basically we want our indipendence, I want to live by myself. This house was at the center of a debat with my family where they tried to have the rights upon me despite I'm the one living in here, the one who pays for it and nobody but me and my boyfriend use it. There are also other problematic facts I'm not going to tell, not because I want you all see me like the "oooh poor guy, the whole world is against him", but only because the reason of this is to say you I can't vent and let stress go even at home.
That's it until few weeks ago.

Things changed again, my mother came to pick up her furniture a week ago, leaving my house without a bunch of them and all stuff they were holding scattered on the floor. We took the occasion to paint the walls and remove humidity (some parts of the walls behind the furniture were green). Plus we are changing telephone operator, our car needs repairment and we are in the middle of a big expansive contraction with the lawer to sort other stuff.

Accordingly to our shifts, which are barely corresponding, we slowly proceed to make the house better and our lifes better, between a shift and the next. I barely managed to scratch the od paint from the wall when the day after, at work, they said they need to send someone to work for two months far away. Ok, it's Genoa, but it's still 150 km. I'm supposed to work mon-fri and stay there, returning home only during the weekends.
It's useless to say that all the works I'm doing home will be slipped forward until the beginning of November if things are going to be ok. This just... adds to the stress.

I don't know if there I could easily connect on the web, meet and speak with you. I was pretty much idle until now, but from the beginning of the next week, when I'm going to move, I'd be barely reachable.
I also haven't uploaded any of the pics I got from the past Eurfurence, neither all the photo I took there that some of you are expecting. I'm sorry, I'll try to upload as soon as I could but in this last week I have to organize my life for the following months... when I'm not working.

It's gonna be a whole lot of new stress, but I'll work on it. After all I'm the strongest Yoshi ever, right? So... have faith. I'll be successful!