I dont post often, or really at all, but needed ot get this off my chest. just to get it out in the either

A close frined who I loved dearly passed away today, he was in a acident, hit by a truck on his way home last night and was in the icu, there wasnt anything they coul dod...and he passed away this morning. It feels so har dto process like wanting it to be a sick joke and everyones gonna laugh it off tomorrow. but there is no tomorrow for them, thier gone, it hurt so fucking much. I cry and cry and cry but theres nothing I can do to make them come back, so many unfishine dgoals procjects and hopes and dreams, gone, taken by tragedy. Replaced with pain. I dont know what to do. When you lose someone so close it hurts so much. you talk to them one moment a be right back, but, but they never come back. their gone. Leaving behind one goober shappe dhole that will never heal. the world lost a amazing person, who I loved so damn much as a friend a sa brother to me. and I hurt. Ill cry and Ill keep on keeping on becuase I know they wouldnt want me to stop doing what I do, to keep fighting to keep pushing onward, keep on keeping on

All the dnd we had together, all the plans with our characters,plans, lore everything...It hurts, I hate that it hurts caus eI know they would want me to smile. to know we gve him sometihng he charieshed forever. and I still can thelp but cry, what a terrible day for rain