It's been over a year since I've been on here. Basically got super depressed over some shit that was my fault to a degree but also other people involved were children about it but whatever. My grandmother died last June and my mother and I fought to stay in her home and that lasted until about April of this year. My mom and I moved up to Oregon where I stayed with a friend and she lived in a motel while I worked and we tried to find a place to live. While this was going on my mom had all of her meds shipped to her up here but Keiser for some reason wasn't sending her insulin. She ended up in the hospital because of this. This has been a some what normal thing for a few years now. Well the hospital here sent her on her way after 3 days and she died 24 hours later. No one should ever have to find their mother dead. I've been dealing with this the best I can. It's been a month and a half and I've just been reminded of all the shit that went down last year because the one person I used to be able to talk to able shit like this ended this friendship a year ago.

TL;DR In the last year my Grandmother and Mother died and I'm free of those responsibilities but am depressed as all fuck.