So... some nice and interesting update on the life and times...

The last 3 years I spent my life with someone who I thought I had loved, and loved me back, but it’s funny how the truth shows when you break up.

How quickly they can pick up a new boyfriend without a blink, and to blame me for everything, but can’t take responsibility for the toxicity they too had caused.

To openly admit they’re seeing 3 guys, basically becoming somewhat of a slut, which yeah I called her out on it. I was wrong for that, I abused her but she abused me as well, she never cared for my ptsd that I had incurred from Afghanistan. For her to tell me she didn’t give a fuck about everything that happened to me and her to claim victim, but what about me?

To bring our sex life into an argument, clearly she faked it, and fairly sure she cheated even though she said she didn’t, to tell me she never wanted to be a Corrections Officer to then turn around and blamed me for leaving a job she loved, clearly she can’t be trusted if she can’t stick to one thing.

To then bring up getting married, saying I had commitment issues, no no, I joined the Army, that’s a big commitment, I just didn’t trust her, I didn’t want to marry someone that I didn’t want to marry, because I didn’t feel that connection.

She blamed me for everything, blamed my parents, bought her a car, she hated it.

Now she’s back in her shit hole home, fuckin’ multiple guys, shocker, but hey! To each their own.

Now, I’m only sharing what has happened, but here’s the best part.

I’m successful, I’ve earned my EMS license, I work per diem, I’m starting on my second degree, I’m happier and more free. I don’t feel that dread of an ungrateful person on my shoulders. I have my life back and my friends who are grateful for me and everything i do for them.

Remember, just because you spend years with someone, doesn’t mean they’re the one, that’s clear to me now.

With this being said, feel free to comment, DM, anything.

Much love to all but one.