good day fellow pervs

writing this was as difficult as moving a mountain for me, but here we are (again)

I have not been active for a long while, exept some sporadic logins to check on my account, not because of any particular reason, simply because everything feels like a chore, even breathing

I'm not in an happy point of my life, it could be worse for sure but it could also be a lot better. this generalized bad mood keeps me from doing what I like and love to do with the consistency I would REQUIRE myself to have.

I've always been incredibly hard with myself over everything and at this point i don't think I'll ever be able to either forgive me if I do something I deem "not good enough" and on top of that i also doubt I'll ever be able to consider myself "good enough" in anything at all, being that true or not, it doesn't matter.

I had resorted to post one edited pic per day with my last work but then shit happened, I started to skip a day then two and soon I lost every ounce of willpower to do anything but rot.


I will somehow manage trough it, I will find the strenght to see done what I started and maybe I will update more content.

for those who still cares or are interested in what I do the way i do, the best way to contact me is STILL trough my discord which is written somewhere around here


I won't lose hope, but it's becoming harder and harder everyday


resilience

Mag