Mmm, it's been six months since my last entry.

Honestly, i can't really be bothered mentioning everything that has happened in the last six months, but the last week i can do easily. A lot of people have pissed me off recently, but then again i suppose thats not really something new is it? Some people, who have shown severe lack of respect to others and some who have been just plain over-dramatic rude.

I care for my friends, whether you all here from me very much or at all, i have met you and i wouldn't be keeping my eye on things and 'watching' you all if i didn't care to some degree. I consider most people i know as my friends, because if i didn't think they were, i wouldn't have bothered remembering. Why would i? Is someone is not going to be friendly or at least decent or nice, then there is no reason i would care to remember them. They don't deserve my time or emotion.

Im mostly pissed off this time, with the exception of say two people who are friends, that have made me angry, im mostly pissed off at 'friends' of my friends because, well, honestly they're not acting as friends. They're hurting you, you numb skull, why are you still giving a damn about these other people?! And its not the first time either!

Anyway, in the past week, i have had a black eye, a bruise stretching down the side of my ribcage and now i have drops for my eyes because of inflammation. Nothing puffy, just very red and sore. Not cool. So i can't read, i can't watch things, i can't go to work and i can't drive around. Not great. So im going a little insane. Probably why im taking out my frustration on people who are just a waste of my potential oxygen!

Sigh. So yes. But im here again, strangely enough, and will probably keep my eyes (whats working of them), on this section and on a few people for a couple of days and then vanish again. Im good at vanishing. Or not being around. Been contemplating going back to some furmeets and things but its a big internal debate. A lot of the furs i used to go and see don't show anymore and things just seem so dramatic and complicated and unfriendly. I don't care how it LOOKS, it FEELS unfriendly half the time. From previous experience, maybe its different now? Who knows.

Possibilities.