So this dolfie is currently looking for a dentist that may be willing to place him completely to sleep before the operation. While no pain is felt on the wisdom fang; there are some short little periods of discomfort lasing less then an hour (mostly take Tylenol or it vanishes by itself) Though it would have to be a sleep surgery as there is no other way that I would allow a dentist to operate while I was awake (even if a bit sedated). When I had blood drawn a year ago I was with my childhood friend Mike and I nearly crushed his hand from squeezing so tightly; he had to tug away. Even if I had the comfort of my closest friends; Da birdie or  Sabet it would not offer any peace.

Just realistically there could be no way in hell that I would be operated while conscious. Realistically, panic would quickly overtake me and cause high levels of anxiety and potentially lead to shaking and sweats. Gradually causing a dolfie to have a heart attack. Of course this is just one scenario but quite possibly the outcome if sleep operation is not available. However, if it is not available I would just work my way out of the chair and walk out the doors and drive home and deal with the slight pain every so often that occurs.

Though part of me is almost just thinking of letting it slide as heart attacks, heart disease, diabetes, and seizures run high in my family. Luckily I have been able to dodge all of those bullets; but some of my family members have not. I mean people in my family who are the healthiest have received cancer or suffered from heart attacks /stroke without warning. Realistically, I cannot play the dodge game forever and the fact that I am not as healthy as I desire. (Most of the damage has already been given and it is irreversible), but as soon as Spring comes I plan on walking again. I love to walk actually :) (hate driving) and last summer I walked about six or so miles a week, sometimes more. This spring I want to triple or even quadruple it actually. :) Hopefully that can help a little bit by giving me a few weeks back.

Though, I am unsure and I will probably Google around and call some places. Maybe I can find a dentistry willing to work with me which would be super and I would make the appointment for as soon as possible. If not I will continue to look and if that fails, well I will just deal with it.