Looks like I know the issue on furaffinity and overall in the whole place.

Poor moedartion system, inability to cease and desist people who cause trouble and gossip about other people who become easy targets. This unfortunately is happening all over the place. Name any game: Roblox, Discord, Battlefield, Skype, Minecraft.

Internet is a place which unfortunately is a place of full freedom. The best way to survive in this is to keep your head down and not overexaggerate if someone's pissing you off? Why the hell would you like to waste your damn nerves over a person who said something bad. Just simply: Block, ignore, report, done. Moderation does nothing? So what? Life will do the rest.

Karma exists for a reason. The are situations where is best to stand down and simply forget. Cease and Desist as I would call it.

Firex, if you're reading this. I understand you're going through a lot, but you're getting your outside feelings onto the internet. You need to realise, that you can't connect the two. One is a simple mish mash of swears, stupidity, idioticy and complete ignorance, the other is much more important. It changes you, it makes you better, worse, makes you cry, laugh, scream.
And don't start saying: "But you don't understand!".. Yes, I understand. I understand that you're upset over the things that are happening, but letting go is the best option.

I'm 23, that has anger issues, but is able to recognise how to act on the internet.

Do not go with: "I'll try.". You're not trying hard enough, you have to start doing. I haven't seen you start trying, ever. You easily give up in my eyes. Please, stop giving up. Stop finding excuses. Start doing. That's what you wanted me to do, now you do that. Please, thank you.