I can't do art for a while but for 2025 I'll try to have a diary minus schizophrenic shit on good days.

I just got a new pack of camel crush I'm going to quit again soon. I haven't heard back yet on being approved for testosterone yet. I'm practicing Beatles music because I got in trouble for not practicing guitar from my teacher rip. I got a cool lighter with eyes on it and ordered some pretty new things like a checkered pinafore apron and a stuffed black widow spider.

I'm very depressed but I'm up earlier today and I had a weird dream last night about realm skipping. I'm still trying to lose 20 pounds of winter weight but it doesn't usually do much until April and I look fine so it's not that important.

I'm quite lonely I need to find some love bunnies, I miss the city but needed to come home and I love the woods too