Yeah I'm still technically homeless even if I'm living with my ex in a small studio apartment. I need so much help, my job just doesn't pay enough even if I work many hours it still wouldn't be enough. I already got denied an apartment cuz I can't make enough money. Keep in mind, I am trans and in the southern part of the US, and I'm disabled but the gov won't recognize it. I'm probably never going to make enough cash for shit. So I'm in some cramped living quarters, hardly getting enough sleep because of his cat, and hardly getting food too. And you know I miss when I was this unhinged horny pervert, and I wish I could get back to that stuff but life keeps lifing and getting in my way. I wish I could go back to making porn, but I just can't right now as I've lost everything. I mean, everything is still in storage but I can't even get it out and have a place to live already. I am supposed to be seeing my bestie on Monday though and at least that's a little break from all this stress. So I'm again asking for help. I really don't know what to do and I'm afraid of being homeless for the rest of time, staying with my ex who clearly wants to move on from me and my mothers care. I just wish I could have an affordable place to live and it's just not looking that way, Section 8s funding has been frozen. Idk what to do and I'm completely lost and very depressed. I often wonder now if I should just do myself in and stop all this pain and hardship for me once and for all but I just don't have the gall to do it. My mom is still in the hospital cuz the dog ended up breaking her hip but at least I've found the dog a much better home. I just still need so much help, please...just please. I see no light at the end of this tunnel.