I know very well that I have so many characters and I want to pay attention to each and every one of them and they are all precious and like my family, but at some point, I'm really scared that someone will use my characters without permission and I'm so scared that they'll be taken away, so I want to try my best to keep my standards.
I've always made all my characters with proper money (and I'm currently remaking them for the recent rework). I really regret not being able to do it quickly because I don't have much money. I also want to make all of them complete quickly.
Also, since I got a job, my life has changed so much that I have drastically reduced my hobbies and conversations. But I like hanging out with friends and I really like having someone to talk to. Of course, if the other person is upset or uncomfortable, I can stop.
But the only happiness for me is seeing the precious characters I created. Some people might think that I threw away or forgot about the characters because I didn't use them much. But that's absolutely not true. I have a lot of drawings that I haven't uploaded here, but to make it a little easier to do commissions, I only uploaded the characters with their representative appearances. I definitely have commissions applied for each of them.
Honestly, if someone requests, I can upload the picture, but I'm always too tired and exhausted after work, so I can't do it, but if you want, I'll try my best to do it.
It suddenly seemed like I was saying something important and the conversation went in a different direction. I'm sorry. The reason I'm like this is because someone approached me, but for a moment, I was overcome with fear that I made a wrong choice, and then I became extremely resentful that he might really do it....
I want to keep all my characters and I don't want to take them away... Everyone help me protect my characters!
I never give my character to anyone.
I won't mention who did this in case something bigger happens. The reason is, I just want everyone to end it quietly and not get hurt. I don't want to make a big deal out of this and make everyone suffer. It's been a while since I wrote a long story like this, so I'm not sure if it came out well. My English is bad and I rely on a translator, so sometimes the translation comes out weird and I'm not sure if it came out well. But I would really appreciate it if you read this long story. To everyone who is close to me, to everyone I respect and like, I'm grateful. It's really because of everyone that I can always feel the meaning of life. So please take care of me in the future!