"Hey there, Paw/Feet Artist here and etc.''

Honestly I feel like anything I want to do doesn’t pan out from what I like to see.

Any drawing I do won’t get the traction I’ve been trying to obtain. A friend who does 3D got up to 1K of followers on Twitter and I’ve been struggling with that on both sfw and nsfw art.
Don’t get me wrong; I’m super happy for an awesome achievement they reached but at the same time it hurts me that 3D drawings can just overshadow 2D drawings that works aren’t worth of views.

My work irl has been a fucking constant disappointment with getting the same crappy and stressful route of a city hall and a busy road that Amazon can’t even see how to make the route itself. I even give feedbacks but no luck at all. Reason they keep giving it to me since I trained to drive the Rivian Vans and the routes I’m used to of 180+ stops.


And this owner I’m friends with in this nsfw server, well we’re more like acquaintances now since I had to unfriended them for my mental health. He’s now finally acting cool now, he’s been an asshole since December of last year cuz of a massive ping they did to say “I’m gaming/streaming, get on now”. He didn’t even apologize to the people he went off on, including me. I’m trying my best to stay in the server to keep showing others that their art matters; however, them sharing a 3d model I hate seeing puts me down even more. The character doesn’t even look like that actual one and it’s doesn’t show what’s great on it too. Same for the other models too. I’m doing my damn best to make the models I wanna make but I haven’t get the boost to get back to making em. Either making hands or retopology but I have to do something else and it doesn’t help for shit.

Idk what is wrong with me ?!

Either I just give so much for others that I try to stomach it or I’m just a push over