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Writer | Registered: December 10, 2014 09:47:53 PM
This is for my fictional character I have come up with after many writings of fanfiction and dreams I have been having lately. (I know it may be weird lol). Zarinas is my female reptile Kaiju who is a singing, sassy girl on the outside but can be timid when people get to close/intimate. The best way to explain her appearance is the Zilla Jr. from Godzilla the Series (http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2010/324/f/5/zilla_jr__by_a3dkid-d339rds.jpg) gone anthro female with somewhat wide hips and quite large breasts (Size D- THis is based off my body in real life) and she is a bit of a lighter grey on the underbelly (almost a blueish grey) Dark blue upper body and pale blue eyes. The back spikes match the underbelly. (Hoping to find someone with much better art skills than me to draw. her.) Her favorite outfit is a kimono style red shirt with a black underbust buckle corset with navy blue hip hugger jeans. and usually bare foot because of the way her feet are designed,but every once in a while to feel sexy and confident she puts on her favorite open toed thick heeled ankle boots. She doesn't like people that think she is easy and those who find her extrovert attitude annoying and doubt her intelligence because of it.
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Can I tell anyone? (G)
10 years ago
I am trying to keep it together...I can't.... now it has gotten worse....
I saw the two guys who assaulted me on my way to my car a few weeks ago.... I don't think they saw me and they don't even know who I am; they were drunk/high or something. I could tell because of how they moved and how their speech was slurred.
I have been trying to avoid it and forget it ever happened. But I feel I need to vent to someone! From past experiences of friends and acquaintances I know for a fact that Campus PD doesn't do shit (They don't have security cameras and if I don't know their names they won't do anything but fill a report and they only care about the school reputation) And town police won't do anything because it is in the school PD jurisdiction.
I had a best friend who had been through far worse than what I went through and I wish we were in better terms ( I fucked up and made bad decisions when I was in a bad place of mind) so I can't go to her. So who can I talk to. I let it slip with some newer friends but didn't go into detail and don't know if I feel ready to tell them more.
Me and the love of my life have been together for 2 years... but he has no real experience with things like this and he doesn't have good bedside manner when it comes to things like this because of lack of experience or teaching about the situation... do I tell him? Can I tell him? I think he notices something ( he hugs me from behind and I shudder or jump and I frankly haven't been romantic and.. Ya know with him at all because I feel sick to my stomach.
My Parents... their one response would be for me to move back in with them and I cannot, CANNOT live with them again.
I haven't had a therapy appointment in some time... I just have a lack of trust in the person I had....
Who do I turn to? Who can I trust and tell them about it.... I know I should be proud that I shoved them away and was smart enough to threaten with pepper spray and they left me alone. But I sat in my car after it and cried for an hour. I need someone or this is going to be a poison in my body.
I saw the two guys who assaulted me on my way to my car a few weeks ago.... I don't think they saw me and they don't even know who I am; they were drunk/high or something. I could tell because of how they moved and how their speech was slurred.
I have been trying to avoid it and forget it ever happened. But I feel I need to vent to someone! From past experiences of friends and acquaintances I know for a fact that Campus PD doesn't do shit (They don't have security cameras and if I don't know their names they won't do anything but fill a report and they only care about the school reputation) And town police won't do anything because it is in the school PD jurisdiction.
I had a best friend who had been through far worse than what I went through and I wish we were in better terms ( I fucked up and made bad decisions when I was in a bad place of mind) so I can't go to her. So who can I talk to. I let it slip with some newer friends but didn't go into detail and don't know if I feel ready to tell them more.
Me and the love of my life have been together for 2 years... but he has no real experience with things like this and he doesn't have good bedside manner when it comes to things like this because of lack of experience or teaching about the situation... do I tell him? Can I tell him? I think he notices something ( he hugs me from behind and I shudder or jump and I frankly haven't been romantic and.. Ya know with him at all because I feel sick to my stomach.
My Parents... their one response would be for me to move back in with them and I cannot, CANNOT live with them again.
I haven't had a therapy appointment in some time... I just have a lack of trust in the person I had....
Who do I turn to? Who can I trust and tell them about it.... I know I should be proud that I shoved them away and was smart enough to threaten with pepper spray and they left me alone. But I sat in my car after it and cried for an hour. I need someone or this is going to be a poison in my body.
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Accepting Trades
Yes Accepting Commissions
Yes Character Species
Reptillian Kaiju
Favorite Music
Metal, Musical, Mix Pretty much anything but Country
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Godzilla, Transformers, Deadpool
Favorite Games
Transformers War of Cybertron, Batman Blackgate, Kingdom Hearts
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PS2 PC Nintendo 3DS
Favorite Animals
Komodo Dragon, Tiger, Wolf
Favorite Site
Deviantart, Youtube
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Sushi, Spaghetti,
Favorite Quote
To be different is nothing to be afraid of, but being scared is nothing to be ashamed of either
Contact Information
Kriture
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