Decided to upload a version without the blood..

You know.. Recently my life has had a lot of negative troubles.

But I made it my goal this year to be a more positive person. I've been brushing things off my shoulder left and right. Just kept moving forward.

BUT- one thing I can't move past. I keep trying and trying, but I keep going back and throwing a rage fit.

I don't really know what to do. I feel Im keeping it all inside and not venting like I do on any other situation.. but I feel if I vent about this, people are going to be like "Stop being immature."

I'm not being immature about the matter. I just feel sick to my stomach when I think about this situation and don't know how to vent about it. But it also makes me sick to see people under the spell of this person.. Yet I feel I'm the only one that sees what I see.. I see the truth of people and I want to warn people.. but no one wants to listen. Again, I'd be called immature for voicing an opinion or trying to help someone from later headache.

I feel I'm about to burst with this.. Would it be that wrong for me to let my feelings out? I've always said that people can like me or hate me.. that I can be someone's best friend or their greatest enemy.. I just want to be free of this negativity but don't know how..