wonderful as always, sis... ill help keep you happeh until you find the one for you *hugs and rocks you gently, licks your floppeh earz* :3

*smiles and returns the hug, licks your cheek*

*hugs* sorry for your sadness the world is cruel and yet fair. you will find a person who will make you undyingly happy. till then just be yourself and for those who don't like it forget they exist cause to you they shouldn't.

*small smile* the people who matter dont mind, and the people who mind dont matter.

its more than finding someone to love though....so much more.
yes, i want that, my heart probably wants that more than anything right now.


but...its life in general...on a constant search for meaning, for beauty and light grand enough to fill the dark emptyness and drive out the cobwebs that have formed there.

i want to do so much
i want to help people to shape their lives
i want to find love
i want to give love
i want to change the world...

For those who wait the things great shall come to them.
Those who are in a rush for it will always end up mush.
The ones who are there and don't care no more then what they want to share.
And finally the wise will always make sure you shine.

Hmm...

You want to feel whole.
Oh how guilty I feel not having read those beforehand.
Remember how you felt here, Shade. Evoke the haunts of stories long forgotten...
Be patient today, this pain will settle deep in you, deep in you.
Be patient someday this pain will be useful, useful to you.

Shit we have so many words to be said between us o.O
Actually when I remember my old poetry... I find it mirrors yours, though as I wrote them I didn't know you.
A bit lol.

hehe..a bit.
i want so much, and half the time im completely lost
dont know how to get there
or exactly where "there" even is
*sighs* but ill get there
we all will
we have to....

the pain...i take it in and i turn it to anger
turn it to strength to fuel myself
to push myself towards all the changing that this world needs..

*cuddles*

*hugs tight, nuzzles your hair*

<333

Of course you'll find your reason....

very nicely done hun...

V.

*smile* thank you

time spent creating spent something like this is not time wasted.

do you feel like you're stuck or just missing something ?

i do hope you get to feel better soon

i kind of feel both, actually

and yeah...the writing did make me feel a lot better
*smile*
thank you

forgot where i wanted to go with the question.

good to know you feel better