"hey..."
"hey, how is it going?"
"Well, you know why are we here so, its not like everythings alright u know"
"heh, thats something i agree with you as always"
"and you know its one of those days, isnt it?"
"Maybe. Its like if everything else is repeating by itself. Like a non stop
Deja vu with the same scratched record breaking on the 5th minute"
"oh i know that feeling... but do you know why does it always loop"
"no... why?"
"cause you want to loop forever. A neverending tune recalling the good, bad
and sad stories of your life. You dont need to tell me about em. I know the
story: how it began, its climax and the unexpected end waiting to rinse and
repeat, waiting for a change"
"but for some reason... it just doesnt change"
"look into yourself. Into Myself. What do you want to change, what do you
want to get back? what do you want to forget? joys of the present and desires
of the future. You know they´re achieved by working on it and not by letting
go that little boat of yours without a captain. Sure, one can be prepared on
the upcoming situations but... whats your destination? i bet sometimes you
think on yourself, think on the future and only to see yourself staring a
white wall. With no writing on it, no characters and no story to tell"
"you think im stupid? i know that, i always have a plan for it and ill manage
to overcome those situations"
"sure... beign reckless, a liar, a blabbermouth, coward and selfish did
bring you some good stuff. And there´s your reward: and empty treasure chest.
Oh and i remember that chest was filled up with goods some long time ago. where
are they now? gone by the wind? sure you´re quite a captain of your ship"
"Its not my fault"
"yeah. Its never your fault. I know that story too."
*facepalm* *sigh*
"hey why the long face? you know its all like this because you want to be like
that. you drove yourself into a wall and crashed soooo baaaadly. Hell... i
was in that too and lost a part of my body that i was starting to know.
"im sorry..."
"i know you are. Its not that i havent heared that before"
"..."
"let me tell you something. Remember those friends and people who told you how
many times to do a change for youself? they were no kidding about it. They dont
hate you, they worry about you. Take care of yourself first before taking care
care of others. Other thing: Respect others if you want em to respect you.
"Certanly, but whats the point if they grew some hate on me?"
"Dont know but some of them are not going to talk to you in a while... or
maybe forever. But they do know you´re not a bad person. You never were and never
will. They just expect to do "that" change My advice? Stop acting like an asshole and get over it. They expect you
to raise up and make the change you´re supposed to do. And how is the best way
to answer? with results
"ahhhh its kinda long way isnt it? *stick tongue out*"
"unachiavable? i dont think so. friends who know you are convinced
you can do that and much more. Besides, you have the best support alongside relatives, friends and dearest.
"who might that be...?"
"who do you always see in the mornings when you clean up your face?"
"who´s the guy who always turn up your favorite music track when you walk to the bustop?"
"Who loves to lay down on the beach resting and listening the incoming waves from the shore?"
"who´s the guy who laughs with you on those funny and joyful moments?"
"who´s the guy who always shared that little piece of happiness that boosted up your life?"
"who understands you on those stressful moments at your job?
"who is in the other side of the table?"
"...you?"
*facepalm*"take a mirror. And learn to be sincere with you until and then, you can share that happiness of yours with others. Thats my advice from me, to yourself"
"kind akward coming and advice from me to myself isnt it?"
"well its already weird talking with you here, i think you should stop drinking that cheap beer. The thing is wanna change for the good?"
"Hey, after all im gone through, hell i do really want a change. Gonna take all those advices and work on it.
"Good i know you will. We will. There´s a long way ahead. If we can make it guess what?"
"what?"
"next tab is on me" *smiles back*
*staring ¬¬"woah... thanks lord jesus for your kindness, are you aware this
bar if for free?"
"ok ok ok... then next february 31st ill get you something awesome"
"Not sure if you´re trolling or just telling me that the only thing we are never
going to change is stop beign cheap bastards*
*chuckles*


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