I was having a pretty decent day today..then my friend had to bring up some personal issues I've been going through..

Recently I've noticed that I'm not necessarily attracted to anyone. Yes I find people attractive whether they are male or female, but the thought of actually being with someone just doesn't rev my engine like it does with most people. Every crush I've had just kinda fizzles down into nothing.

Which upsets some people..why its any of their business is beyond me, but they've said some hurtful things. I know being called prude isn't the most offensive thing to be called, but it hurts when your friend just kinda assumes you don't want to be intimate with people. Yes I may choose to keep to myself, and yes the thought of being intimate with someone scares the living daylights outta me.

*sigh* sorry for the rant, I just had to get this off my chest.