I loved you, and you taught me how to love. You made me whole again, even if just for a little while. Through the hard times, the good times, you were my background music. You taught me how it feels to smile again...

I'll admit i cried when i heard the news. Almost a good hour of just freaking out in denial, sobbing relentlessly... A lot of people will say i'm being melodramatic, but in my eyes, i'm not. How could you not mourn the loss of something that once made you happy, that brought you friends, that made you feel for once in your life, you're not the freak everyone told you you are.

This is going to take a while to get over...this week has just been shit.