It's been too many days of sadness, no, too many years. Still no one has heard me crying, I feel lost, and I feel broken and every part of my body aches with this sadness that's whispering in my ear; "You don't deserve life."
Days have gone by and I'm still a mess, still covered in scars and pain, still thinking no one loves me and I'm hurt. I don't even know why I'm writing this, all I know is that I want to die, and I'm going to, ever so soon. There's nothing to me. I'm a worthless failure and we know it. But I've loved nothing of myself and only that of the people around me and toni-

Stop right there. I found this only a few hours ago, and I cried. I'm sharing this very personal piece of my life with you all, this utterly deep and hurting piece that I've never aloud anyone to feel before. If I could go back to my old self, I'd whisper in my own ear; "You do deserve life, and we are OK."
Now, why? Because I've been so much better. Since what? I can't remember. But I wanted to make this for all of you that have felt like you weren't OK, and that you never would be again. Like you'll never be happy ever, and everything's terrible. Look, I'm not saying it's not, I'm not going to go off about how people have it much worse, because we're all different, and you do matter, and to that voice that's saying you don't, well that voice just can't accept the fact that you're perfect in your own way. Seriously, I want you to rip that voice's throat out, and throw it to the ground and stomp all over it and just scream, "No, we are OK."
Let's be honest. We've all had days where we just want to rethink life, or we feel like we're failures or just bad at something. We've all been bullied and pushed around and kicked to the ground. Well look, nobody knows you better than yourself, so what gives these people the right to hurt you? To say things that are so rude. To lie to your face? These people just aren't OK and honestly, whether they're not for reasons similar to yours or reasons similar to the rest, even though they've hurt you, don't you wish they were OK?
I just want you to be HAPPY. I want you to be CRAZY. I want you to get EXCITED or even FALL IN LOVE. I want you to be INSPIRED and be FILLED WITH JOY.

Really, all I want is for you to be OK.
Just sit down once in a while when you're feeling sad, depressed, or heart broken and just think;
We are OK.