...die mit ruhm"

Okay, comments aloud... >.>

Exact translation (PS: sort of jumbled up and 'strange' grammar):

You do not understand the pain, not with such "glory"
I have too much behind the screen.
I regret and I hurt.
It feels so much more worse
even more damage.
I wines not, I do not
swear, cutting I'm not.
I wines not, I do not
swear, cutting I'm not.
But I can give you now,
I want non-life.
But I will just
not leave.
No matter the pain.