I am so just..

No one fears a wedding like I do. No one has had to call off their first engagement because they don't like you that much. No one has nightmares that someone pours wine on your wedding dress at the alter, that the whole family objects all at once, that your 'soon to be' step daughter causes you to miscarry..This family is fucking with my head because they hate someone they refuse to know. Because I'm too old for my age. Because I'm too mature, I'm out of line.

And I'm supposed to keep my mouth shut.

So Zie is chewing off her stitches *has already removed a foot* in front of Ra to finally get the picture across of what he's asking her to do.